The irresistible power of your flaws

Kadee started her own yoga studio on the day she was fired from her fifth yoga job.

The other yoga teachers had been a bit leery of Kadee from the first day. They thought her red fingernails and Bettie Page hair weren’t really appropriate for the space they were creating. And she was loud. And she was opinionated. She didn’t fit in. So she had to go.

Kadee paid a cousin to rent a big space for cheap and decorated it. Leopard-print wallpaper on the walls, plastered with cheesecake 50s models and pictures of hot rods. She named it Rockabilly Yoga and felt very proud of herself.

Two months later, the numbers were… okay. And the customers kind of liked the place.

But they didn’t love it.

Discouraged and hurt, Kadee asked her friend Lola to see if she could figure out what was wrong. Lola wandered around the studio, sat in on a couple of classes, and then took Kadee for a restorative Jack Daniels and some hard truths.

“Sweetie,” said Lola, “You’re really boring.”

“WHAAAAAT?” shrieked Kadee. She subtly indicated within the shriek that no boring person, ever, has made a noise like this in a public place.

“I don’t mean you you. I mean doing-yoga-you. I mean, you’re still wearing those same Lululemon tops and chanting the same “Downward-facing Dog, now Upward-facing Dog” boring crap. I closed my eyes for a bit there and I thought I was in every yoga place, like, ever. I mean, I remember you saying that you wanted this place to be for all the freaks who liked yoga but didn’t want to go all fucking kumbaya over it. And sweetie, this is still pretty fucking kumbaya.”

Kadee downed three shots of Jack Daniels and searched her soul.

The next day she talked to Lola again. “Okay. I get it. I’ve gotten stuck in doing stuff like everyone else because, you know, habit. But Lola sweetie, you know what I’m like. I cuss. I tell really dirty jokes. I clipped out that bit from my report card that says, “Kadee is wildly inappropriate” and turned it into a badge. Wouldn’t I go broke if I let that rip?”

“How many people do you know who are wildly inappropriate and would love to do yoga but never feel welcome there?”

“Oh, like a hundred or so, I think.”

“And you only need two dozen regular clients to pay the bills, right?”

“Right.” (This said in a slightly grumpy “Yes, you’re right and I hate you a little bit” tone.)

“And could you really give those people what they need – fun, freakin irreverent and rockin, turbo-charged yoga – by being all restrained and boring?”

Sigh. “Nooooo.”

“So what’s the problem?”

“I’m fucking terrified, alright? This is all the stuff that’s kind of embarassing about me. This is why my brother pretends we’re not related when we go bowling. This is… you know… history.”

Lola patted Kadee’s tattoos kindly. “I get that, sweetie. But all the other wildly inappropriate freaks need somewhere to get fit and fabulous and feel welcome. They’re never going to fit in at the gym, right?” Cue ironic headshake. “And I know you want to look after them, sweetie. So you gotta be you, ugly and all, so they can be them.”

“It’s still scary.”

“I know it is, sweetie. Now harden the fuck up and get going.”

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  • Rachael E.C. Acklin

    Yes ma’am.

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  • http://www.rockyourclarinet.com Emily Helms

    My green fingernails and I loved this post! I’m gonna print it out and put it on my wall for inspiration. :)

  • LynnH

    My husband keeps telling me the same, that the things I’m embarrassed about in myself are charming from a different viewpoint.
    I get so energized that I talk loud and fast and am so passionate, sort of frequent flier miles with feet touching the floor. I know so many people in my city, that I can’t leave a restaurant without an hour of saying hi to everyone there I know on the way out.
    What I’m good at: relationship, creativity, passion for life. It just looks a little overwhelming to some.
    I needed to remember that “some” people are not my business. I need “my” people instead.
    Thank you.

  • http://www.effindiets.com Karen Paritee

    (in my usual comfy position sitting on the floor, legs crossed, ready to hear Catherine H. Caine story hour.)

    Catherine, except that I never had the benefit of the Jack Daniels during our sessions (sigh), I appreciate your Lola to my Kadee.

    (And how much did I love the title.)

    I heard somewhere once that being yourself becomes easier if you spend some time consciously looking for not just the good, but the “flaws” in other people (like you not suggesting that we have Jack during our sessions) and assessing those flaws for their strengths (this works well for everything but the no Jack situation.)

    It does make it easier to see the good reasons you might have to not only stop “fixing” yourself, but to take those flaws to new heights. The risk that you run is that you might sit around twiddling your thumbs with all the time you’ve freed up from the no more self-berating, but then you have lots more to harden the fuck up and get going.

    (Have I thanked you enough for telling me that?)

  • karen gunton

    i am printing it too and an sharing this with everyone i know. your examples rock, sista!! =)

  • Evan

    A couple of caveats. She knew she had a big enough market. She didn’t freak people out too much – eg by using different positions (people like predictable with their freaky).

  • Melody Granger

    ahhahahahaha… great story! Is it a true story???

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Over the top, soldier! Do you want to live forevvvvver!

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Hooray for Emily!

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Well said, Lynn. There are some people who will ADORE all of those qualities, and those are the ones to cherish.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    One of the many reasons I adore you Karen, is that you always take my words and run with them. (Thereby making them MUCH more profound than they were to start with!)

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Thank you, sweetie. :)

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Yep, and they’re important caveats. Well said.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Well, it’s not true in the sense of “I know this girl named Kadee and…”.

    But it’s definitely true in the sense of “This is a story about five wonderful people I’ve has sessions with, who all have the same Kadee problem, so this is a way of talking about them without invading their privacy”.

  • Anonymous

    ‘Harden the fuck up and get going’… indeed…

    This is meeeeeeeeeee! lol

    (So does this mean i can let the tatoos fly too? Everyone is always shocked to find out that I have three of ‘em… yeah.. )

    I’m SO glad you posted this. I’ve been doing some HARD thinking since our chat and am totally on-board. Scared shitless, but on-board none-the-less.

    Rock it Catherine…. we’re all lovin’ you for it :-D

  • http://www.devacoaching.com Sandi Amorim

    Ok, so I’m sitting here fucking bawling my eyes out because I’ve been trying to write the “post-Catherine-session” piece, and it’s only been 3 days since my father-in-law died and I just so fucking get it. He lived his life this way. And sometimes people didn’t like it and he didn’t care. He just kept living his glorious, inspiring life. And what better way to honour his life than the take your words and the memory of his life and SHINE like never before.

    And like Kadee, I’m scared shitless. Which means I’m finally onto something, so I’d better get back to writing because there are over 6 billion people on the planet and some of them are my best people. They need me to harden the fuck up so that I can give them MY best!

    xoS

  • Anonymous

    This is so awesome Sandi… I love that you’re taking meaning from it all and pulling it all together. I can only imagine what you’re going through at this point and know that it’s coming for me as well, so I totally empathize. Sending lots of love. Hang in and let it all out, girl… Hollah if you ever wanna chat!

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Of COURSE this is you, dearest. It’s a lot of people I’ve been talking to lately. :)

    And yes. I’m damn sure that your bestest people would love to know more about your tattoos. I know I should show mine off more!

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Bless you Sandi.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    You darling! You’re both magnificent, and don’t ever forget it.

  • http://www.devacoaching.com Sandi Amorim

    I’m still writing, still crying but had to come say thank YOU.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    *big tight squeezy hugs*

  • http://www.wicked-whimsy.com Michelle

    Hell, I want to go to Kadee’s yoga place! Where do I sign up?!

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Doesn’t it sound killer?

  • Roberta

    I hate exercise…with a passion…but I’d sign up for this class just to have some fun ;)

  • http://www.brainyfeet.com Laura White-Ritchie

    Holy hell Catherine! You couldn’t be more right.

    I just started letting my freak fly within the last few weeks and I’m still totally mortified. But, my people are out there and soon, hopefully they’ll find me & my little blog & they’ll feel at home there…maybe for the first time ever…and they’ll stay around for a while and learn how to live a life they love.

    Because the freaks deserve that too, right?

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Powerful stuff, indeed. I would ADORE this class. :)

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Your blog is AWESOME. I’ve already tweeted a link and I shall undoubtedly keep doing so. Great work, chickadee! Keep it up!

  • Stephanie Stroter

    Laura, when I click on your name it takes me to http://www.brainyfeet.com/ which appears as a blank page.

    However when I delete the www. part and enter http://brainyfeet.com/ our site comes up.

    Just a heads up.

    Your site is cool, love the color theme and balance of white space. I’ll be reading the content more thoroughly after I finish here. :-)

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Thank you Stephanie. That was very sweet and thoughtful.

    And welcome!

  • Stephanie Stroter

    Thank you! Glad to be here!

  • http://www.anencouragingbird.com BirdyD

    “Right.” (This said in a slightly grumpy “Yes, you’re right and I hate you a little bit” tone.)

    Lola patted Kadee’s tattoos kindly. “I get that, sweetie. But all the other wildly inappropriate freaks need somewhere to get fit and fabulous and feel welcome. They’re never going to fit in at the gym, right?” Cue ironic headshake. “And I know you want to look after them, sweetie. So you gotta be you, ugly and all, so they can be them.”
    “It’s still scary.”

    “I know it is, sweetie. Now harden the fuck up and get going.”

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Giving yourself a reminder? :)

  • http://www.anencouragingbird.com BirdyD

    No. :-)

    Just those bits seemed to say it all.
    What I’ve been needing to hear/feeling inside/etc.

    Was practicing brevity, in my own wyrd way.
    (Apparently I also need to add practicing clarity in there, but that’s okay. :-D )