Something you need to stop beating yourself up about


You’re moping along the dusty road when you come across me on a yellow sunchair, beaming merrily at the sun.

I jump up and grin delightedly at you. “Hi there, sweetie! Why do you look so glum?”

You say, I’m so pathetic. I don’t know if I should be an inner penguin coach any more.

“Oh, why?”

Well, I thought I was pretty damn good at my work. I’ve helped lots and lots of people find and connect with their inner penguin. But…

“But what?”

But I realised that I haven’t been able to get in touch with my OWN inner penguin for weeks. Maybe months! How on earth can I claim to be the inner penguin coach when I’ve lost touch with my own inner penguin?

“Are your clients still telling you that they’re getting good results?”

Yes, actually I’ve gotten my framework a bit clearer and they’re getting lots of benefit from it. But why can’t I do it for myself? I must be stupid or something!

“No, you’re just human.”

Huh?

“Think about it this way for a second. Inside your mind there are all the well-honed skills you use to help your clients find and cuddle their inner penguin, right?”

Right.

“And to do your work you assess your client, you make some observations, and then start using those tools to help them.”

Well, more or less, although…

“Close enough?”

Sure.

“So how do you do that first assessment stage?”

Well, I take a step back and examine the places in their outer lives where their inner penguin is missing. And then I use that to trace back into their spirit…

“Okay, cool. So explain how you could step outside of yourself – while still bringing all of your skills and tools in order to complete the first examination.”

I… oh. That would be almost impossible.

“Yes. And that’s why you can do this for almost anyone, but not yourself. It’s an important idea: you can’t read the label from inside the jar.”

Does this happen to everyone?

“Yeah, pretty much. I have this conversation a lot.”

Does it happen to you?

“Oh hells yes. For example, I have my Kickass Naming Service… I can frictionlessly and delightfully name any offering and I usually get it done in less than an hour. Unless I’m trying to name one of my offerings, in which case it can take days. In the past, it’s taken weeks. And that’s just one simple task!”

So what do you do about it?

“I hire people. I buy coaching and resources. I get the help of other people to read the label on my jar.”

Is this why people always say to never trust a coach who doesn’t have a coach?

“Nice! It’s a big one, yes.”

Am I always going to need someone else to help me with myself?

“You might not need them all the time, but yeah. At least, for the work that you can’t get done from the inside.”

So I’m not a doofus after all!

“Nope, you’re not. Wanna go get an icecream?”

And so we do.

Want some help from someone outside the jar? Goddamn Radiant and I are standing by.

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  • http://erinunleashes.com Erin

    so important. “you can’t read the label from inside the jar.’  love it.

    if every time you find yourself needing guidance and support from someone else you think of it as a failure, what does that potentially say about what you subconsciously think of the people who need you?  

    professionalizing the ways we support one another makes it easy to forget that it’s a natural human dynamic – listening and spreading our experience and wisdom – taking the role we’re choosing for ourselves too seriously, separating it out of the context of human relationships, makes it easy to imagine needing support in turn is a weakness.

    I’ve spent a lot my own inner work unravelling the difference between valuing what I do and taking my role too seriously.  Ironically – it’s when i’m taking it too seriously that I start to feel like I shouldn’t be doing it anymore – that it’s audacious, patronizing and arrogant to offer myself to others.  When i’m valuing it as a part of the spectrum of human interactions, then the offering feels more like a spacious availability to say yes to the person interested in knowing the kinds of things I know.  

    can you take me to an ice cream place that has *real* caramel sauce?  i’m in the mood for gooey.

  • kimberely arana

    As a Recovering Stoic: this was such a painful, hard, fan-f*cking-tastic lesson that took me a long time to realize. And such a relief when I did.

    We do nothing alone. And that’s a beautiful thing, it’s what makes the world go round.

    As always, you hit me where it counts.
    (And Erin, I totally agree. Well said.)

  • http://www.letsradiate.com Michelle

    Ah yes, Catherine, you got it in one. The way I described it to someone once was – you can’t map the Grand Canyon while you’re inside it. It doesn’t work that way. It’s just not physically possible, that doesn’t mean you’re a failure! 

    And goodness, Erin’s comment is awesome too (especially this part: “if every time you find yourself needing guidance and support from someone else you think of it as a failure, what does that potentially say about what you subconsciously think of the people who need you?”) You sure do have smartypants readers ;)  

  • http://www.letsradiate.com Michelle

    Ah yes, Catherine, you got it in one. The way I described it to someone once was – you can’t map the Grand Canyon while you’re inside it. It doesn’t work that way. It’s just not physically possible, that doesn’t mean you’re a failure! 

    And goodness, Erin’s comment is awesome too (especially this part: “if every time you find yourself needing guidance and support from someone else you think of it as a failure, what does that potentially say about what you subconsciously think of the people who need you?”) You sure do have smartypants readers ;)  

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    You may have as much caramel as you desire, you flaming radiant genius, you.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Oooh, a Stoic! Is your life more joyous now you’ve stepeed away from that stance?

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    I most certainly do, she said meaningfully. :)

  • Matt Ramos

     You hit it! You absolutely hit it. It’s something I’ve been worrying about the past few days. Why am I so good at giving advice to others but not to myself? Maybe because there’s all of that bias. It reminds me. When you’re in yourself, you have the ego to battle. With other people, it’s simply their situation. Nothing else, so it’s much simpler.

  • http://andydolph.com Andy Dolph

    brilliant.  but I wouldn’t expect anything less.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    That’s another great reason: perspective is a great gift, and one it’s hard to use on ourselves.

    So glad it was a help to you!

  • http://borderlessthinking.com Cherry

    I already ate my ice cream today – two chocolate chip cookies with ice cream in between with a 3rd waiting impatiently in the freezer. They did help with the doofus-tude that was going on inside me.
    This helped too. “Can’t read the label from inside the jar.” I forget that because sometimes parts of the label flash like neon signs within the jar. Insight. But there are so many more insights when someone outside holds the mirror for you.
    Thanks Catherine.

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Well said and well done, Cherry.

  • Anonymous

    It’s taken me years to realize that I can still help people even though I’m not a Supernaturally Perfect Being myself.  In fact, a lot of my tools come from the fact that I’m flawed and still working on my inner penguin.  By doing the hack-n-slash work of sorting out my brain, I can help other people do the same.

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  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Well and bravely said.

  • Leigh

    Holy hell. This is something I’ve always known to be true, but apologized for. I thought it was a deficiency. Now I see it’s part of my humanity. Woah, Catherine. Just, woah. 

  • https://CashAndJoy.com Catherine Caine

    Hooray, a breakthrough! Go be kind to yourself for awhile, my sweet. :)